Happiness at last

I have never been so happy in my life.  Elizabeth loves me! she really does, she conceded that she would marry me before I even asked.  I find myself now giddish like a schoolgirl waiting for her date to prom to show up.  I am absolutely filled with delight and Lizzy and I are sure to live out the rest of our lives together.


Relationship Status: MARRIED!!!!

Lady Catrine /:

Lady Catherine knows not what she's talking about.  That she has the nerve to tell Elizabeth her "duties" irks me beyond belief.  Somethimes, I want to kill the woman.  I surely hope that this doesnt have a negative effect on elizabeth or her thinking she isn't good enough for me which certainly isnt the case.

Should I or not?

Its difficult and I often find myself pondering over the questionof weather or not to ask Elizabeth to marry me again or not.  My heart aches longingly for her and I so desparately want to be with her but the thought of another rejection makes me want to hurl.  I'm just not sure what I would do if I heard no again.

She knows

Well it looks as though Mrs. Gardiner has spilt the beans as far as my paying off Wickhams debt goes.  Though, i'm not sure how long meant to keep it a secret.  The truth is that I did it because of my dire love for Elizabeth.  I tried to play her cool at first but now im tring to show all the affection i'm capable of.  I do hope she can see that i'm really a nice guy.

A cleaver man

A cleaver man indeed is Mr. Wickham.  Playing the poor Bennet family because of their (excuse my saying so) stupid daughter.  She hadn't the witt to see what was really going on.  And on top of it all,  Mrs. Bennet is happy.  Mr. Wickham has cleared his debt and is now "stealing" money from the Bennets in a form of blackmail in order for them to keep their good name.

Word to the wise

A word to the wise Mr. Collins:

You have no stature. You think your someone but your not.  You think your something but your not.  Your a nobody, and before you think about insulting the Bennet family, you should look in the mirror and see the pitiful man who stands before you.

Irony

Ohh the irony of the situation reguarding Mrs. Bennet.  However, I need not make too much fun of her for her daughter I am in love with.  How can she be mad at her daughter for eloping with Wickham?  As far as I have seen, her life long goal has been to marry off all of her daughters.  And then, she has the audacity to blame Colonal Forester.  A bit ironic if you ask me...