Early Exit

I blame myself.  It is all my fault.  Why I felt some sort of loyalty to Wickham I do not know.  I should have told everyone the truth about what a real slime ball he is. Now there is a chance that thee entire Bennet family may look foolish because of me.  I certainly hope not though I do not doubt it. /:

New Friends

Well I am, believe it or not, quite happy to say that my sister and lover have found good friends in each other.  Elizabeth, through my sister and others, is really starting to see the good in me.  I am both nervous and excited for the future and all that it may hold.  However for now, I am happy with saying that I brought together two new friends.

My House keeper

It is good to know that I do have some allies in this world.  I used to think that maybe no one knew the real me but I suppose some do.  I was delighted to hear all of the complements that my dear friend bestowed upon me.

Visiting home

I decided to return home shortly to prepare my home for some friends and my sister and guess who i just happen to run into.  She blushes and acts disgusted to see me, a little too disgusted, as if shes afraid if she doesn't act that way her true feelings will come out. hehehe (;

Visiting my House

Well I hear that Elizabeth has agreed to a tour of my estate, no doubt on account of my not being there, but deep down, I know she wants to see me.  Lets get real, she misses me and wants to see me but cant admit it.  Well maybe just maybe you'll see me in the near future miss Elizabeth!

Very Interesting

Things are peculiar indeed.  How the tides certainly do seem to be turning!  Elizabeth rejected me and I sensed that partly it may be because of Wickham but now her sister has married him and Lizzy refuses to see him? My dear Elizabeth is someone falling in love with me??? (;

Departing

Well it is time to say my goodbyes to Rosings.  It has been quite a pleasurable experience filled no doubt with many mistakes.  What's done is done and now it is time to put the past behind us. Farewell all.

The Letter

Well now I have given Elizabeth the letter.  I went through much debate in my head of weather or not to tell her about Wickam.  I suppose she should know.  And as far as things with Jane go, I think she knows those two weren't meant for each other.  It wont be long before she starts crawling back!

a very bad day...or not?

I have thought often about which day may be the worst in my life. I have decided that this day was one of the better in my life.  Marrying Elizabeth may have caused me great failure in the years to come.  So, I thank you Elizabeth, for correcting my momentary lapse in judgement.